I've been sleeping by myself since the sand slipped through my fingers.  I clutched my fist so tight i lost it all.  But that bed has never felt that cold and empty... since the minute i saw you walking through my door.  I sat next to you only a few minutes, when i realized your arms would drown my soul.  And i can't go without your face a single minute, running through the spheres in my mind.  I wanted you to stay and hold me all night long, to kill the monsters i've been trying to hide.  and when i saw you walk away my heart sunk low, my spirit cried to you and you returned.  I savored the pureness in the wetness of your lips, and  favored every touch your hands have since then traced.  your words are poisoning the sanity in my grip, and my reality and my truth i have misplaced.  Your voice is saved along with all you say, your sound is a whisper i could not mistake.  your smile can hold me captive when i want to run away, your glorious eyes are the piercing sacred passion from which i can't stray...

i miss you so damn much...  i need you to hold me-

(you're driving me crazy my 'yummy baby')*