8:59 pm.  The time is gonna change tonight, and the clock will rotate two hours back.  I guess i can get two hours of my life i've already lost.    But the way i live my life, it might as well be another lost... 

About me, there's nothing new.   I'm just going to bartender school cause that's waht i've wanted to do for a really long time... be a bartender.  I enjoy the work, the people, the atmosphere and of course, the money.  And though i want to be in the industry, i really don't care much about the drinking and going out and partying... anymore. 

Maybe i've gotten used to this.  Going to work, then school, then home.   The same everyday.  The same over and over. 

Ah, whatever.  I dont' feel like typing much.  What I feel is lonely.